Good Night.

I am making the bed and moving on...to a new project for the new year.
Though I hope to wake with you, C, for the rest of my days.
This morning moment is being brought back within the intimacy of just you and me.

Readers...Thank you so much for following this and reading this...I truly enjoyed the process of documenting this moment and these thoughts for the last 6 months.
I also have a new and exciting daily documentation planned for the new year so keep posted.

And have sweet dreams and even sweeter lives.

waking with you.

mentally still in bed.

uncertainty...

Uncertainty is in my morning air.
Questioning of what I am meant to do in this life, in this situation.
Trying to trust that all this is meaning something...
leading to something.

I am grateful that I am not uncertain in you.
This knowing gives me courage and faith in this life.
It allows me to let go.

crawling, pulling, pushing

myself out of bed... knowing this week will be a full hectic one that leads into another.

a heavy iron blanket.

I was able to bounce out of bed for my 6 am private yoga class...
But then I got back into bed and you were so warm.
Then when I needed to wake up again it was like trying to push a heavy iron blanket of sleep of me.

a good morning view...

I woke up to see you right across the pillow and for a moment you took my breath away.
I thought how unbelievable it was that I woke with you everyday of my life and have been for 10 years...


and you still take my breath away

feeling...

ready and motivated to take the day on.
surprising?

return to normal.

So we awake back into our regular schedule today.
You working.
Me still lost and confused about whatever the hell I am doing.
Just a return to normal.