fast and in a flash...

it feels like that this entire week
I have woken in a flash and had to
sprint out the door...
so no time to linger over you
or kiss you hello.
I like my mornings slow and not fast.

simply...

totally beyond words exhausted...
I awoke and it took all my effort to wake.
But I am glad I did...
As the day I told you about over dinner had the potential to be a light at the end of the tunnel...

recover...

I just cannot seem to recover from the weekend my energy is so low...
And I stayed up to late.
And this week's schedule is all weird.
And we both need to exercise, we would sleep better.
And maybe we should not live so near a highway.
And we need a new mattress and quieter cats.
And....

my brain is mush.

my days and my schedule are so wack!
I can't sleep when I go to bed and do not want to get up when I must.
I long for a routine again.

in your head.

You looked so calm and deep in sleep. I wanted to crawl in your head and curl up there.

i woke up...

and you weren't in bed. You said you could not sleep.
All I wanted to do was keep sleeping.

back to our bed.

I was away and though I enjoyed hogging the entire bed in my fancy sheets at the hotel.
It is so much better to be waking in bed with you, even if the traffic is loud and the cats are hungry.