Wednesday, November 26, 2008

you woke up...

and annoyed me.
But it passed, I like you again.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

too much to do.

how can one unemployed lady have so much to do.
I woke up too late and will not get caught up with what I planned on doing today.
Oh well.
So glad the holiday is coming up.

Monday, November 24, 2008

ripples in my sleep.

sleep was troubled.
i tossed and turned.
the night was long.
but the rest was short.


you like like a painting made just for me.

Thursday, November 20, 2008


feeling half-assed about life and stuff.



Wednesday, November 19, 2008

special day.

today as I woke into the the warm light of the day.
There was a heavy quietness and stillness to the air, even as I could hear the traffic rushing by outside...
and I smiled knowing this was a day to celebrate you, cheers to you, sing to you, love to you.
Happy birthday to you, my sweet love.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008


beds are so warm, so soft, so easy to be in.
I hate each moment in the morning when I have to force myself out.

Monday, November 17, 2008

restless to heavy.

I had a restless night, my mind racing...
Constantly thinking about how my choices affect you.
I could not pull myself out of bed once morning came
because I was so heavy with sleep,
and perhaps heavy with much more.

Friday, November 14, 2008

not much on my mind this morning...

feeling boring and unmotivated.
since you are in the city today I think I will enjoy being home alone...

Thursday, November 13, 2008

strange dreams...

We both had strange dreams last night...
and eerrily they have some major similarities....
me having life literally sucked out of me.
you having emotional life sucked away.


Wednesday, November 12, 2008

feelin a little bit better...

almost, just almost like I am back to being me.
And I woke up before 10, something I have not done since I have been sick.
Maybe I can even manage to not chase you out of bed with my coughs tonight.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008


Little faithful LB has been my only sleep companion as of late.
My coughs and tossing and turning have forced you out to the couch night after night.

And though I deeply appreciate LB's faithful purring as I cough up my insides
I have to say I am very ready to have you back in bed and my lungs at rest....

Monday, November 10, 2008

sleep all day.

I could sleep all day today.
I was heavy with sleep when I awoke for the 2nd time.

I would be happy if you spent the day in bed- sleeping with me.
Too bad neither of us can.

Friday, November 7, 2008

chasing you out.

I keep chasing you out of bed with my coughs and clearing of the throat.
I hate that you leave to go on the couch, though I understand....
But when I am sick all I want is comfort from you and because you do not want to be sick
you treat me like I am the plague.

I wish you didn't hate sickness so much.

Thursday, November 6, 2008


and sick body- slept in.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

woke up, rolled out of bed.

need a coffee.
and then???
I don't know what.

Monday, November 3, 2008

wrong side to right

you woke up on the wrong side of bed.
I am glad you went back to bed and woke up on the right side the second time.
'Cause you were being an a-hole.