nothing

I got nothing today, I woke up, you were heavily asleep, I did not want to get up but then I thought about everything I needed to today and how little I will get done.
So then I woke up...aka nothing.

awoke, and...

wanted to touch you but you were away, so I just awoke...

need to make a change...

I woke up knowing we need to make a change and I immediately started by ripping those dirty sheets of the bed... hope other things follow.

early...

I like early vacations...
early brunch...
early drinks...
early making love...
early presents...
I do not like early work...or for that matter anything early that is not fun...

achey...

Woke up with an ache here and an ache there... where did my 20 year old body go?
And when am I going to buy a new mattress.
By the sighs you have emitted this morning I suspect that you agree.

lifting the fog...

the first time I awoke I had a jump and hop in my step... the 2nd time I awoke I had a deep thick fog to swim my way out of...
either way you were away and I took the entire bed up...

awoke...

I thought that you had already left and was just settling into the sheets before I got up
and then you surprised me
by walking in all clean and ready for your day... the best surprise is seeing the one you love when you least expect it.

Pulling out...

I had to struggle to pull my self out of a deep, deep sleep... I think I could of and I did want to stay there all day... but alas wallowing will get me, and you, nowhere.

deep dream...

I was in a deep dream when I awoke...alone in bed with quiet and calm.
Rolling in the clean white sheets brought me a small morning joy...

did not want to get up...

neither one of us wanted to stir this morning...

life is so much simpler when you are still in bed...

after...

made love, made bed, made coffee, day begun...

...

Today I awoke...and I feel 100 years old.

with a deep breath...

the sun was shining, my breathe was deep, you were there, if not here, and I knew all this is worth it...

time to get up...

time to get up, time to get up, time to get up in the morning. I awoke without a pool of sweat today so things are already looking up...E however woke us with a succession of annoying meows, but you kindly stopped him and the morning began...

in a good dream...

I awoke in the midst of a great dream, and was sad to let it go in order to wake...
But then B came over and gave me a birthday purr and rub and your voice whispered a sweet happy birthday...and the first day of my thirties began...

a foggy 9am...

brain and life...forcast is foggy today.
I think I am developing insomnia as all the stuff I am, need to do, did do, and did not do... rush through my brain....

with a start...

I awoke with a start, who am I?
This morning I did not recognize myself... why do I keep forgetting things?

You were not in bed and then you were again....
But today I awoke not thinking about where you were but instead where am I?


And I dreamt that our downstairs neighbor spelled vacuum in giant orange jello letters on her patio?

later than I should have...

I awoke alone but you were around, I slept in too late but... perhaps it was a result of staying up too late fighting about nothing...
Will people ever learn to not do the stupid things that they do and just love the people they love?

slightly before 9...

I woke to you quietly working at your desk, L quietly and hungrily meowing in my ear, quiet rain outside the window, and the good feeling of knowing I could get caught up on all the things I neglected the last 2 days....

5: 30 am (aka too early)

Did not want to get out of bed. I was jealous of your heavy sleeping body, the quiet streets, and the light. I repeat I did not want to get out of bed... But I did.

Sorry it is a bit blurry but come on it was before 6 am.

6:25 am

Woke up too early for my taste, you were sound asleep, L was curled up nearby, I wanted to stay in bed, as I snuck out you stretched your foot long and luxuriously.... oh I pull myself away.

around 7 ?

I woke up to the sound of you turning your page in the other room, L at my feet, then I went back to sleep and took the entire bed up...